Post by dante on Feb 16, 2011 13:08:25 GMT -5
` dante dragos nicolescu ;
[/color]baby, what are you doing?
twenty-six | perfect weapon | guitarist
When I'm not all I used to be, Yeah When I stuck between myself and me, When I fadeaway from me [/color][/center][/font]
Hell, im not complicated. What you see is what you get. Whats the use in holding secrets? I don’t keep any secrets, at least not from people im close to. It just over complicates matters. If you cant be honest and open to everyone then there is something wrong with you. Admittedly I put my foot in it sometimes. I guess the truth really does hurt.
Still, I hate it when I do upset someone. I am very caring, maybe to much, I just like to go beyond what is generally expected if it means I can make someone happy. It is just not in me to be spiteful or mean, I don’t think I ever had a bad thought about a person really.. Then I like to see the best in the worst of people.
Ironically I guess im shy, quite. Doesn't fit with the band im in much but then I have always been a little odd. Going with things that don't really fit, liking stuff you wouldn’t think I would.
I am a slight hypocrite though. I have a short temper at times. I like my own space so don’t invade it, though I hate to admit it, it can get the better of me. I never hit anyone but doors get slammed a fair bit. I guess you will know if im in a mood. I don’t know why but it is then my self-deprecating side shows the most, I am always a little hard on myself though. Can’t say I enjoy life exactly but I enjoy what I do and seeing others happy which keeps me going. Im a optimistic pessimist, or pessimistic optimist, not quite decided yet. However contradictory that sounds. Keep it to yourself though, nobody really knows apart from a few mates.
Honestly though it is rare for me to be on a downer, most think I have a smile tattooed on my face. But it is easier to smile then to frown.
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Awesome. Mind if I ask about your family? What are they like? And tell me a little about your past, too.[/b]
I have a mother, father and a older brother. My grandad was Romanian, so my dad is half, and im a quarter I guess. I did live in Romania for a few years, can’t remember it much as I was only five. Don’t see family a great deal anymore but we keep in contact. Im a family man really so feel bad if I don’t at least send the occasional email there way. My mother worries about me still, it is sweet really, she never did well even when I left for collage. Very supportive though, my father was to. My brother less but I guess we got on like brothers do. He is working in design now. [/color]
Back to you, now. What makes you smile on a rainy day? What are some things that you just love?[/b]
At the end of the day I just like to be alone, I know that makes me seem very unsociable but I like my space. To be able to just relax, watch a dvd and eat pizza or drink a beer. Writing my own music is fun too, I have always played a few instruments so if I can play guitar, violin, keys or whatever just for the sake of playing them then im happy.
I had loads of pets over the years when I was young to, three cats, two dogs, a few goldfish. Any chance I get to go home and be with my current dog I love.
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What about stuff you don't like so much? What scares you? What frustrates you?[/b]
I really hate not being able to perform, when things don’t go my way. Mistakes are costly, I can’t let others down and hate it when I do. I worry a lot, a good number of things scare me for one reason or another. Mostly it is about other people.
Life annoyes me sometimes, it can be pretty cruel and suffocating at times. People always are in a rush, wanting something for themselves, is it so hard to think of others first? That’s why I try to as much as I can put myself second, it would be a lonely world if everyone was just looking out for me, myself and I.
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Let's talk about your love life. What's going on with that?[/b]
Love has never been that important to me. It would be nice but I don’t actively seek it. I mena now the word is thrown around to mean anything, people think they love someone after a week, how is that possible? Maybe I just never been in love, don’t think I ever will be… [/color][/font]
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who are you fooling?
nobody but me .
[/color][/font][/center]nobody but me .
Well, I'm SØREN, and I'm TWENTY. I've been roleplaying for about SIX YEARS and you can reach me by PM . Since I'm so nice, I'll even give you a sample of my roleplaying skills![/color][/font]
Dante needed very little sleep to get by on. As a angel he didn’t remember if even did sleep, the days just seemed to come and go and be sort of fluid. Sure day and night passed but it never occurred to him like that, it was really hard to explain. Down on Earth things seemed far more real but still he wasn’t being effect by the change, he supposed that was as this was all his own wish rather then he was stuck from the heavens like the fallen to be inflicted with all the human woes. He wasn’t sure if he liked that fact, being confident (maybe a little to much) that he could cope with it all. One-hundred and twenty-eight years and The Boss still lacked confidence in him where as those half his age were flying about like they owned the heavens. Shaking his head Dante knew he shouldn’t be jealous, he was on Earth now having been granted a wish to keep his wings and powers but be able to live among humans, what he use to be.
It was early in the morning, about six-thirty so it was still fairly dark and cold. Dante wanted to go for a stroll before classes started for the day. He was again topless, and above the waist was just covered by a scarf. Still he had not found a shirt that accommodated wings… Food was another thing he seemed to be able to pick and chose when to eat, so he was avoiding breakfast currently, it was to early for it to be served anyway. He needed to get out the academy walls for a bit, being a asylum as much as anything the emotions he was constantly faced with got a bit much sometimes, even if he would never like to admit it. But even being a fair way out in the grounds he still could hear voices faintly, feel emotions quite clear. Not as much as normal but half the academy must still be sleeping, so apart from the odd nightmare related fear, it was kind of peaceful.
A good time to practice while things were quite. You see Dante had been working on blocking out some negative feelings, as horrid as that sounded being a guardian angel. If people needed help then he would help, even if he didn’t have to, but he wanted to block the emotions of those who were plainly not nice, who didn’t want anyone help. So far it was half working, just Dante being Dante even wanted to help the jerks and a-holes more so then the others.
Laughing to himself Dante walked along the edge of the great lake, humming next a small tune before sitting down in the grass and pulling a harmonica from his pocket to play it. The tune was lively but not harsh, hard to achieve with quite a metallic instrument. “How are you this morning? You are not cold?” Dante asked staring at the icy waters, obviously talking to the fish he could see darting around. If only he had some bread to feed them. “Maybe you should start a fire..” he added with a grin before going back to play his harmonica, but paused as he felt someone presence. “Hello?” he asked looking around, this time talking to the person rather then the fish.
It was early in the morning, about six-thirty so it was still fairly dark and cold. Dante wanted to go for a stroll before classes started for the day. He was again topless, and above the waist was just covered by a scarf. Still he had not found a shirt that accommodated wings… Food was another thing he seemed to be able to pick and chose when to eat, so he was avoiding breakfast currently, it was to early for it to be served anyway. He needed to get out the academy walls for a bit, being a asylum as much as anything the emotions he was constantly faced with got a bit much sometimes, even if he would never like to admit it. But even being a fair way out in the grounds he still could hear voices faintly, feel emotions quite clear. Not as much as normal but half the academy must still be sleeping, so apart from the odd nightmare related fear, it was kind of peaceful.
A good time to practice while things were quite. You see Dante had been working on blocking out some negative feelings, as horrid as that sounded being a guardian angel. If people needed help then he would help, even if he didn’t have to, but he wanted to block the emotions of those who were plainly not nice, who didn’t want anyone help. So far it was half working, just Dante being Dante even wanted to help the jerks and a-holes more so then the others.
Laughing to himself Dante walked along the edge of the great lake, humming next a small tune before sitting down in the grass and pulling a harmonica from his pocket to play it. The tune was lively but not harsh, hard to achieve with quite a metallic instrument. “How are you this morning? You are not cold?” Dante asked staring at the icy waters, obviously talking to the fish he could see darting around. If only he had some bread to feed them. “Maybe you should start a fire..” he added with a grin before going back to play his harmonica, but paused as he felt someone presence. “Hello?” he asked looking around, this time talking to the person rather then the fish.
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